JDO

Hi. 

We been very close since childhood. You’ve become my first love, and my first kiss. We’ve known each other since Nursery. In High School, we grew up apart but with the same feelings, we are both in love, madly in love with each other. 

I can never deny the fact that after you, even I’ve been in a relationship, I still can’t help thinking about you.

After you, I’ve dated guys to make you jealous, not to get over you. And when I met someone to love more than I’ve loved you, I thought that I could get over just that fast. But no. My love for you stayed. They are right, when you love someone that love will stay for ever but you can love another more than you did on the other.

You have been one of the reason why my relationship sometimes has its downfall. You made me think twice in some decisions in my relationship.

And now, after a couple of years, I’m contented.
I’ve waited years to feel this feeling. The feeling of not having feelings for you. You can never manipulate me anymore. My feelings for you are pure friendship and I can’t imaine us together again.

Time really heals all wounds and leads us to move on.

Every girl deserves a boy who will ruin their lipstick, not their mascara.

∞

Ganyan talaga ang pag-ibig.

Buwis buhay. Laslas pulso.

Nakakalungkot lang isipin na ‘yung taong halos araw-araw kong kausap noon, ay isa nang stranger ngayon. I miss you!

Ang sama nang pakiramdam ko. Seryoso.

25th Month.

May bisita ako.

Iniiwan ng mga taong mahal natin, kasi merong bagong darating na mas OK, na mas mamahalin tayo, yung taong hindi tayo sasaktan at paaasahin. Yung nagiisang taong magtatama ng mali sa buhay natin, ng lahat ng mali sa buhay mo.

I love you and I will tell you everyday, everyday until you forget the things that hurt. I hate the things that make you hurt, and how I wish I could take them away. If only it could be done, I will do it for sure.

Sana ikaw na lang si Popoy, dahil ako si Tricia. I will love you at your worst even though I haven’t had you at your best.

Dear Boys,

Wag kang bossy, most of the time, kami  ang BOSS. Pero alam nyo, at random times, gusto din namin kayong pag-silbihan. Pero minsan lang. Hihi.